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Marshmallows and Pizza Picnics

*peeks in and looks around at this blank canvas*

Oh, yeah, I still have an LJ. Whoops! Okay, so its been over a month since i posted anything here. Life has taken alot of twists and turns in that time. I won't bore you with the details. Lets just say that I've been navigating the ins and outs of an M/s relationship that was never supposed to be, and working on a triad that continues to amaze me every day. Also in that time, livlyredhead  and I parted ways. There is and was no animosity in this decision. I couldn't be what she needed. I wish her the best in all ways and will always count her among my closest friends.

I have been traveling like a fiend in support of my Owners title and fulfilling obligations left over from my own. I have been to Alabama, Charlotte, Atlanta and lots of points in between. I have been renewing friendships from years past and doing alot of healing of my own heart. I have taken the time to realize how much i have truly grown over the years that i have been involved in the lifestyle community. I am lucky and grateful that the people who knew me 4 years ago when i attended my first munch will come up to me to tell me how proud they are of me and of my growth.

I have fallen in love with a girl who loves me for me and wants to stand beside me for the next 50 years or so. Its the last thing i expected and one of the first things i am thankful for every day. She is strong, talented, smart, and beautiful. And somehow she manages to love me despite my idiosyncrasies or maybe because of them.

All in all I'm a lucky boi!

This past weekend was tough for me, but good. I attended Southern Womens Bash. I went to this event last year and really enjoyed it. This year was no different. It had its ups and downs. And at least I'll never have to go through "first time away from my family on my own" anxiety again. Next time will be easier. Weekend highlights and lowlights:

+Being in service and under protection of a very wonderful Lady that i'm proud to call a part of my family. Thank you so much annie63

+Lots and lots of hang out time with the inestimable[info]archers_elegant I absolutely adore my Big Sister, even when she decides to once again move "National pick on Andy day" and turn it into a full weekend event. But, i can't and never will be able to say enough good things about her. I totally nipple you.

+Teaching the hot boots hot scenes class with Elegant. I love licking that womans boots and getting beat up by her. But damn it, does she have to know freaking pressure points too!

+Totally crushing on 3 absolutely lovely ladies and one gorgeous  FtM. And getting to spend loads of time with 3 out of 4 of them.

-Missing the hell out of my Owner and my girlfriend.

+Pizza picnics in a hotel room with two half naked ladies! Yay!

-Missing the flaming nasal marshmallow.

+bootpig  Need i really say more? Okay, if i must i must. I got to spend loads of time with her this weekend. She is absolutely one of the coolest people ever. And she gave me a hellacious knee to the left thigh that was still hurting 4 days later. Today is the first day i've been able to walk up and down stairs without pain. It was great!

+Getting to know and getting beat up by passionandsoul Pretty bruises! Yay! Definitely one of the most awesome people i've met recently!

+Got to see tons of my friends that i don't see nearly as much as i used to. And, lets just say, i saw one of them in a position i never thought to see him in. It was wild and thankfully i was able to sneak a picture. hehehe

-Nowhere near enought time talking with southern_femme but she was a tad busy. At least i got to see her and she chomped on my neck and shoulder friday night which was very nice indeed.

+Making it home in time to enjoy part of FFF and go to my owners Dominance Bondage class. My girlfriend was so sweet. She once again let him win so that he would save face. I mean how nice is that!?! LOL!

+Coming home and cuddling up to watch True Blood and let the stress of the weekend melt away.

Next up: DomCon then winging off to the west coast for ICBB. Yall send lots of positive vibes my way. I'm scared shitless about competing.

And, last night, my Owner did the biggest cutting either of us have done. It stretches from one shoulder to the other. Its the kanji for Peace, Love, and Happiness. Hopefully I'll get a picture of it up on here soon. It took 7 scalpel blades and about an hour to complete. It was awesome. I flew high and fast.

I love and miss you all.

Bunny Out!

Something that was played for me last night

My Master played this song for me last night and said it makes him think of me. As i read the lyrics I think it could equally apply to our relationship. But, its an absolutely beautiful song, even if i don't like Depeche Mode.

Shine-Depeche Mode

Put on your blindfold
And a dress that's tight
And come with me
On a mystery night
Open your eyes

Follow our stars under a painted sky
We'll leave the world behind
We're learning to fly
We used to get by

Forget the pictures on your TV screen
We'll steal the visions
That you keep for your dreams
You can turn me on

I was blind and I saw the light
My angel coming
In a brilliant white
Shine for me

You've been hanging from a rope of mediocrity
Strung up by your insecurities
You can shine for me
Somebody has to
Shine for me
It's difficult not to
Shine for me

Follow our stars under a painted sky
We'll leave the world behind
We're learning to fly
We used to get by

Forget the pictures on your TV screen
We'll steal the visions
That you keep for your dreams
You can turn me on

You've been hanging from a rope of mediocrity
Strung up by your insecurities
You can shine for me
Somebody has to
Shine for me
It's difficult not to
Shine for me
Somebody has to
Shine for me
It's difficult not to
Shine for me

Writer's Block: Bite Me

From Dr. Polidori's Lord Ruthven to Stephenie Meyer's Edward Cullen, the annals of vampire lore are filled with attractive, charming bloodsuckers. Which one would you most want to be bitten by?
Okay those who know me well will know why it took me a few minutes to stop laughing after i read this question. But, i do have an answer for it. My favorite vampire and the one i would most want to be bitten by is Jean Claude from the Anita Blake Vampire Hunter Series by Laurell K. Hamilton. He is the most sensual and amazing vampire character i have ever read.

NL=No Labels, No Longer

Wow, what a difference 3 short days can make. Sitting over waffles and eggs at the Waffle House on Sunday afternoon, Nef looked at me and said "You know what, there's no point fighting it, you are My boi and I am your Sir. (or some paraphrase thereabout)" My heart jumped into my throat and i fought back the "oh so not-boi like" tears that threatened. I can honestly say that i have never been happier than when he wrapped his hand in my collar and whispered "My boi."

No one has ever made me feel as loved and accepted as my Sir and my little girl do, as my whole family does. I feel more wanted and more secure right now than ever before. He is the first person to look at all the pieces and parts of me and want them all. I feel safe and happy.

And as to my weekend, all i can say is "If those walls could talk, they'd be blushing too." *GRINS*

His Bunny Out!

Writer's Block: Le Quatorze Juillet

Happy Bastille Day! Today the French celebrate the event that sparked the French revolution. In honor of our Francophone friends, what is your favorite French thing? Bonus points for answers en français.
My favorite french thing is the language. I have been studying this language off and on since i was 11. It is the most beautiful language I have ever spoken. No other language is so capable of expressing love.

Take for example the phrase: Je t'aime mon couer. Je reve de toi. This means: I love you my heart. I dream of you.

The words are so lyrical and sweet.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM_ATTICA!!!

To one of my favorite people:





Okay, couldn't resist!!!!!

Hope its a great one!!
I wish i was a rock.
Rocks don't get scared.
Rocks aren't vulnerable.
If i were a rock, nothing could hurt me. 

For those who saw me this weekend...

I am still alive. Barely. And yes i finally went to the doctor. Respiratory tract infection and pneumonia in my left lung. But, i'm getting better thanks to antibiotics and fluids.

I will post about SELF soon.

Happy happy Birthday

To the incomparable gowains_erin 



Much love and hugs to you!!!